Wednesday, October 7, 2015


"Life is Either a Daring Adventure, or Nothing at all"

What would life be if there weren't adventures thrown in the mix?  For an instance, J texts me last night and asks me if I would like to go on an adventure with him on either Thursday or Friday.  I agreed.  He's good like that, sensing when we need to just have an adventure just him and I.  We like going on Adventures and for 3 straight days it was all we did. September 13th we did Hershey park, September 14th we did Washington D.C, and September 15th we did Harper's Ferry.  It was awesome just being able to experience a place that felt like home to me.  I hated that he needed to drive home.  I hated that he was over 300 miles away from me for 2 weeks,but that time was much needed.  That time I took I focused on myself and my health.  I've decided to break the curse that my family has been bound by.  I've decided to do this for myself and my future children.  I want to be able to bring them to where J and I climbed up the mountain and sat on top of Maryland Heights.  I don't want them to feel limited.  I want to be able to go onto roller coasters with them and not worry about not being able to fit in the handle bards or have it latch.  Taking this new path of life is such an adventure to me.  I am literally taking my life into my hands, taking this weight look into my hands.  I can do it, I can do it.  Everything takes time.  
During the time I was in West Virginia for 2 weeks my mom brought me to Berkeley Springs where you can sit and bathe in 102 degree mineral water for 30 minutes and they even have a place where you can fill up your water jugs.  I got J hooked on those water.  West Virginia is only 5 hours away and J and I are willing to take to the drive and get water.  I love that he is that adventurous to do that Journey with me.  I love that he see's life as an adventure for us.  We can't take as many as we want at the moment but we will soon.  We plan to get off Long Island and move to where we feel home, where there are less restrictions and it's more laid back.  We want to have our own place to call home. In due time, we got this<3 nbsp="">

Update: J took me to Port Washington to show me where he used to reside and his neighborhood.  That was our adventure for 10/8/2015