Sunday, October 25, 2015

Procrasination


I am officially procrastinating.  I should be doing laundry and switching out my bins, however I am not.  Instead I am watching Law and Order and blogging.  I would be more motivated except the sun is out now and it's beautiful outside.  

I really should be outside or going for a walk because that's what I should be doing but I am being lazy and unmotivated.  I'll admit, for the past two days I haven't been following my Purium, but I received my package in the mail and I will be starting my 10- Day Cleanse shortly this week (after I get paid).  

At least J and I won't have to discuss what "to do" for dinner that night.  
This week is the first week of work that my trainer Dina won't be there anymore.  Her last day was Friday and I will be starting this week all by myself.  Here goes nothing!  I know I can do this, It's just something new.  I haven't done anything like this before, however I did learn fast and I did take down a series of notes so I know that I can do this.  I just need to continue to have confidence and continue to check my notes until I am full 100% confident. 

My parents and boyfriend are very proud of me.  They are proud that I got this job all on my own and that I landed this job!  I was just blessed and I need to remember to stay professional and keep my personal life away from my professional life.  There's a difference on being friendly with your co-workers and being FRIENDLY with your co-workers.  I should take notes on how my mom acts, I am just way too nice for my own good sometimes.  Just need to keep that in check,

I know that I really need to stop procrastinating but I will go and finish what I need to once this movie is over.  I think I procrastinate so much because J and I live downstairs in a basement apartment and even though I don't work on the weekends (yet) I spend all day home.  It gets depressing because I can't open the windows or see the sunlight.  J said that he wants to get a sun light lamp in our room so it will help us and so we won't feel so "merp derp".  LOL

J is currently at work, and how I wish he was home.  His mom has been away for a week and 1 day as of today and it has been very stress free for us.  It's been awesome.  J has been able to unwind the way he's been wanting too and his friends have been hanging out.  We were watching the Met game this past week and my friend Shannon came by and ate dinner with us.  It's just been a blessing in more ways that one for us.  

Ugh, time to start laundry and everything.  Merp.