Free Yourself

Cut loose ends.
Break away from one sided friendships.
Cleanse yourself from the negative energy you once carried.

Life is way to beautiful and precious to have negativity.  Why be sad?  Why hate life?  Why hate people?  I can see how you'd want to, I mean i fight a battle with waking up every morning and I deal with stupid people at both my jobs (Not my co-workers, the people who call in or come to skate).  It's seems impossible to stay happy all day doesn't it?  It's not impossible.

As of recently I started saying "Good Morning God" every day on my way to work.  I drive 25-30 minutes to work every day and at some point I tell him thanks.  Now, I am NOT the most religious person, I haven't been since 2014ish....I don't go to church on Sunday's and I don't read the bible.  I do know scriptures, and I do believe it's a relationship and not Religion.  I can see how many people can argue how God doesn't exist, but I will always believe in God.  I will always thank him for letting me see another day for letting me make it another year.  I made it to 25 years old, almost 26, not many people from my high school and even graduating class won't see it to 26.  I won't be seeing a few of my classmates at our 10 year high school reunion.  It's something that it a reality.  Not something to be scared of or afraid of.  Death happens, it's a part of life.  I just pray and hope my time won't be for years down the road, like 102,,,maybe 103. That'd be cool, live to be 103 years old.

When you surround yourself with negative people, I feel like your life loses some light.  Like working overnights actually takes years off your lifespan, I feel like negative energy and surrounding yourself with negative people takes years off your life span.  Call me crazy, but I spent 3 years of my life with someone who was so toxic, I was convinced I was going to die.  During those 3 years, I lost so much weight unhealthily, I would walk into work with bruises and hand marks on my wrists and arms, and I would constantly have things thrown at me or be thrown to the ground. I was killing myself being with him.  Ever since I experienced that, I don't ever want to go back to feeling those feelings.  Why should anyone?

You are worth having a great life. You are worth having someone fall in love with you and you are worth finding your calling in life.  You are meant to do something wonderful, so go do it!