Just like leaves changing and falling, preparing for the cold winter, only to get warmed up in spring and everything comes back to life after sleeping for what seems like an eternity.
I have been jobless since April 2015.
I have had jobs since the summer of 2005 so me not having a job for so long has been awful.
I have discovered new things, new traits about me, and even new weakness's.
I have been sending out my Resume to potential employers.
I have been turned down.
I keep getting shut down and it's probably because I am as qualified as most people are.
I had 2 full time jobs within 6 months of each other.
One I won over but the second I left my first real job for only to be "let go".
The excuse the office manager gave me was "You're young enough to find something new".
I am starting to think that's false.
It's been officially 5 months I have been unemployed and I am starting to doubt my worth.
I sit at home and wait for my boyfriend to come home from work.
I sit on our laptop and watch Netflix.
I get depressed
And I'm trying to stop that.
It's time for me to grow up and stop playing the victim role.
I need to start making change and that starts with me,
I recently watched the movie "War Room" and I noticed that without God things are not as easy. Without God you don't really have success but yet then I wonder this How many successful people don't believe in God?
Why are things not going well for me?
What could God possibly be waiting for from me?
A hint would be nice.
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